i just HAD to put this here too. :]

ehh.

people i have progressed on to bigger and better things, thank you.

which means, wordpress here i come. it's tiring to blog at two blogs so here it is. fishballnugget.

pay me a visit if you feel like it.

so let's get down to business.

baby's not in class. SLEEPING. tskkkkkk. :(

b's at home. ping yiqian and alvin skipped school to go sleep. evan and felly are probably nowhere near school. LONELY SIOL.

wtf lah. i'll stay and be good. SIGH.

you took the words right outta my mouth.

jersey just got colder and,
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything you had said to me was just a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

let's write a song that we can sing to
and you can lead the choir
and put the hook where it hurts the most

i'll love you when you're fat too.

please don't leave me again. i don't know how much more of this i can take.

if this was what you wanted from the start.

you've broken my heart more than a thousand times over. and i'm not even exaggerating. you're the better player, the better half of the relationship, the best ever man to walk the face of this earth. so much so that every girl wants you, and i don't deserve you. it doesn't matter if i beg or plead or cry or how much i do. i'm beyond words, and i've stopped fighting as much as i used to because nothing i say goes in at all. open up and spill your guts all over my table? stop victimizing yourself please. i'm not that lousy a girlfriend. i'm not the best but i've tried. if you're reading this read this line. i never said you didn't. you make unreasonable demands and i give in you so fucking much even when i know i don't need to. you're such a jerk my friends make fun of me. they call me your dog, you know that. whenever you call me over i run to you and leave them, and they ask me "why doesn't he just whistle.", and i stand up for you because you've told me you treasured me. and from the bottom of my heart i believed you. so much for that, really. if it wasn't all just a game to you, you wouldn't risk hurting me. you wouldn't blame every little thing on me. you wouldn't be so unreasonable. you wouldn't use breakups to threaten me. ironic that you tell all your friends that you know you don't deserve this, you know i love you, you love me, what's going through your mind b, you can't treat me better because i'm such a deceiving little bitch, and you don't trust me, you don't see how i can change for you, or that i can stick to my promises. is that it? but none of it matters now. because i made a friend with a guy and you didn't know about it. because i asked an old friend to drive me home (guy) when i was stranded in jurong and you didn't want to see me even though i fucking begged. because i went to an old ex's to settle things and talk things over with his girlfriend present. void. nothing at all. it never happened. no one's opinions matter, if they don't feel good to hear isn't it. i don't know why you'd do this to me, other than gratification of self. are you trying to break me after making me go all brittle? congratulations, you've fucking succeeded. you've won. you should feel good now no? after all, quote unquote, it IS all about winning.
thank you bastard.

now, i need.

HERE'S WHY THIS PICTURE IS WRONG.

if there's a debate about being gay, that's in itself, already ridiculous.

baby is steadfast in his belief that being gay is wrong. being a homosexual is downright terrible. and why is that?

i quote: "I find it amusing how some of them can continue to hold on to their beliefs, bisexuals, when they tell you you’re their dream guy/girl. Its like, if we were so ‘meant to be’, why would you still be bisexual?"

being gay is one matter, and being monogamous is another issue altogether. why is it hard for someone to accept the other person for who she is, instead of forcing his beliefs on her, trying to change her perceptions?

he says it's a fad, just another trend, to be gay. i beg to differ. being gay is, i reinstate, a personal choice. if the person's in it to impress his or her friends, that's her choice as well. there's nothing wrong with being in love. why should a person's gender come into play?

unnatural? it is, once again, just another question of the majority. there are laws against gay sex, this and that, because a majority cannot accept this changing society. so fine. don't have gay sex. but telling someone that they can't be with someone else because they aren't of the opposite sex is a bit.. uhh.

you can win if you want. it's not much an argument anyway. boy, you're entitled to your opinions and i'm entitled to mine. no matter what you say, or how much you think gays should stop being gay or just die, it's not going to happen. gay people are going to be gay, bi people are going to be bi, and i, as your girlfriend, will continue being your girlfriend.

love you b. and it's not cos you're very, very oh-so-manly. it's cos you're you, and i like it that way. be it your condescending views on society, your pessimistic self, or your ugly little screwed up faces, or your cooking for me but being lazy to go downstairs and buy cigarettes and dinner, i love you.

and i'd like boy to know, just because i don't put emphasis on a person's gender when it comes to relationships and love, doesn't mean i'm going to leave you for a girl. or a guy. i want to be with you. heart you lahh my annoying little one.

die motherfuckers.

by the way i fucking hate skinny people. can you all just drop fucking dead so i can stop feeling so fat.