you won't even miss me when i'm gone.

i need to run away now.

the claustrophobia is suffocating me, and it's like i can't breathe in this oppression. please, someone save me.

thank you nikki, darling for seeing me today. she's a fucking lifesaver, and i'm not exzaggerating. I DON'T THINK SHE EVEN KNOWS LOR.

nehhmind, i love her lots.

i miss boy madly and i think i'm gonna die because i haven't seen him in forever. :( I MISS YOU LAH B COME BEDOK AND SEE ME NOW.

run away run away run awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i sound so fucking childish and juvi but i think it's justified here. of course, there's no place like home.. and it's the last place i want to be.

yes, it's comfortable here, but the sacrifices are just too damn great. the rules are so far fecthed it's unbelievable. curfews are one thing, but resricting what i wear, telling me what time to EAT?

enough is enough. seriously. it's only a matter of fucking time before i leave.

the only thing i'm afraid of.. is losing you in the process.

here's when i need you most.. and i realise that you've become so detached..so cold. like you want nothing to do with me anymore. like you don't care.